She feels bad about it. Really, she does -- but at the same time, she can't
make herself feel too guilty because she's already using up most of her
mental capability on feeling guilty about bigger, more important things.
Like, how this happened to begin with.
She's also consumed with how to handle it -- now that he knows, now that
they're in this together, Mako isn't so sure about anything anymore. She
doesn't want to let this go, it's right, it feels right even
if it makes her throw up every morning. Her arms circle around her stomach
and she rolls onto her side to try and catch a nap before he comes back.
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Date: 2013-08-09 02:45 am (UTC)She feels bad about it. Really, she does -- but at the same time, she can't make herself feel too guilty because she's already using up most of her mental capability on feeling guilty about bigger, more important things.
Like, how this happened to begin with.
She's also consumed with how to handle it -- now that he knows, now that they're in this together, Mako isn't so sure about anything anymore. She doesn't want to let this go, it's right, it feels right even if it makes her throw up every morning. Her arms circle around her stomach and she rolls onto her side to try and catch a nap before he comes back.